Perception?

Its the end of bank holiday Mayday, and frankly its been an absolutely fantastic weekend, in the sense of whats been accomplished, set-up and what revelations have come to afront in my mind.

I've come to the decision that i actually know some fantastic people, people who i admire for who and what they are, too many people to list here right now. Others have slipped down a few rungs of the ladder in my head for different reasons. Some people care too much, i've decided. Some people are so caught up about petty things and temporary situations that they can't look past it all and receive any sense of clarity about the situation, and it makes me wonder about people sometimes, genuinely.

I just watched American History X, and that film pretty much reaffirmed what i'd been thinkin about, albeit in a much more abstract way. You get what you give, and you should give what you get. A more pro-active approach to the day to day running of things needs to be taken, and i like to think i've started off something thats going to snowball everything into something great, just in time for the end of exams and the start of summer.

I need a girl, which is just a bellend task of immense difficulty since anyone who i pursue pretty much readys the artillery from the approach but alas, this shall not discourage me. A year single is more than enough, so let's do something about it i guess.

Sorry for the pointless blog, procrastination is about essential to me as the ability to digest these days, aha.